being in my 30's
I;ve been reflecting of late on what it is like to finally be into my 30's. I think I could stay here! I love finally not being referred to as the kid. I love being taken seriously in conversation, and not being thought of as not being able to "handle it." Sometimes this strength is quite a cross to bear, but people are finally takign me seriously! I absolutely love it. I'm quite far from having "arrived," but it sure feels good to have my mind and my thoughts right at this point in life. I hve a stability that I've never had before. I have wayward thoughts once in a while, I live in a fantasy world once in a while. In that world, I'm married with a kid and maybe a really uber cool job, nice house, maybe even a minivan! LOL! Maybe I'm married to a professor, and maybe a small businessman. Either way. No preference either way. I'm enjoying being in the palm of God's hand right now. Psalm 100 talks about God having made me, not me making myself. That's so true in my life, since I've never really had goals, really. Just trying to survive. Now, I feel like I'm getting ready to thrive!
