Still a Gypsy

Something I just don't understand!

U2 have recently made another studio Album: No Line on the Horizon. I already love the album, from a fan base...I haven't even heard the album, but there is just something about the heart of that man Bono that just speaks to someplace deep inside of me. The Irish Isle is calling me again, after several years pf dormancy. I just don't understand. I think God is calling me back to my poetry as well...thought that was almost over too! I'm a strange one. My heart just yearns for those people. Recent days have left a bad taste in my mouth, as there were two British Soldiers killed at a base in Northern Ireland. It really hurts my heart again...someplace deep that I"m really unfamiliar with to be quite honest. My love for this band really peaked in about 2002-3. I thought I had truly given them up. It's sort of like an addiction or something. I just don't understand it...they are talented but this man Bono speaks to my soul...makes me dream. Haven't dreamt in a while...not like this man Bono calls me to dream....he makes me want to make the world a better place for others...he's inspiring...not God but definitely a grand heart...idenifies with the great King David....I  want a heart like King David myself. Willingness to repent...to make it right...to get back up after falling flat on my face....to get off my knees and onto my feet to put my hand back to the plow and never look back...."don't turn around...don't you turn around again...don't turn around..your Gypsy heart"

I have been pretty busy with life these last few days. School has been interesting, but it is hard to stay really involved when I'm only there two nights per week. I have a couple papers to do and I have a literature review to do as well. I had to miss class this past wednesday night becaus emy uncle passed away so I went to the funeral and visitaiton. That was really rough, becaus ehe had a family that really loved him and will miss him. He had the same procedure that my dad is going in for, so I'm just praying that God would have his way. I was pretty stressed out about it, and feeling down on Thursday night at work. I knew that I just needed to be in the presence of God on Friday night at Bible study. Let me tell you all...It was so good at Bible Study, God showed up in a miraculous way and gave me peace and joy like I hadn't had in some time. I was flying! He knows what we have need of!

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